Selamat Tinggal Abang

انّا لِله وانّا اليه راجعون اللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لَهُ وَارْحَمْهُ , وَعَافِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنْهُ , وَأَكْرِمْ نُزُلَهُ , وَوَسِّعْ مُدْخَلَهُ , وَاغْسِلْهُ بِالْمَاءِ وَالثَّلْجِ وَالْبَرَدِ , وَنَقِّهِ مِنَ الْخَطَايَا كَمَا يُنَقَّى الثَّوْبُ الأَبْيَضُ مِنَ الدَّنَسِ ، وَأَدْخِلْهُ دَارًا خَيْرًا مِنْ دَارِهِ , وَأَهْلا خَيْرًا مِنْ أَهْلِهِ , وَزَوْجًا خَيْرًا مِنْ زَوْجِهِ , وَأَدْخِلْهُ الْجَنَّةَ , وَأَعِذْهُ مِنْ عَذَابِ الْقَبْرِ , وَمِنْ عَذَابِ النَّارِ

Dimaklumkan bahawa, Abang kesayangan saya, Muhamad Yusram bin Mat Yusof telah pun meninggal dunia pada pukul 3.16 petang di Hospital Selayang. Terima kasih.

I'm so sorry I can't make it to meet you for the last time. I've tried but still can't do anything. I love you so so much. Rest well.

Wati minta maaf banyak-banyak Abe. You're gonna be missed. I love you so much. 🖤

Ustaz yang telah memandikan jenazah Abang menyatakan kepada Kakak Ipar bahawa selama beliau menguruskan jenazah selama 26 tahun ini, inilah jenazah yang paling bersih beliau pernah uruskan.




الله أكبر


Rezeki Abang saya. Semoga dicucuri rahmat dan Allah memasukkannya di dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh.

Syafakallah Abang

Sometimes we need someone to simply be there. Not to fix anything, or to do anything in particular, but just to let us feel that we are cared and supported.

Some people don’t believe in heroes. But they haven’t met my brother.

Syafakallah Abang 🖤

Salam Aidiladha 1440H

On Eid Al-Adha, wishing that your sacrifices are appreciated and your prayers are answered by the Almighty. Have a blessed Eid Al-Adha!

Salam Aidilfitri 1440H

Human lives are not pieces of string that can be separated out from a knot of others and laid out straight. Familes are webs. Impossible to touch one part of it without setting the rest vibrating. Impossible to understand one part without having a sense of the whole.

Diane Setterfield


Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin✨

Sanah Helwah Sayang

سنة حلوة

Sanah Helwah. Sakinah Mawaddah Barakah Warahmah.

Selamat Hari Lahir. Semoga Beroleh Ketenangan, Kasih Sayang, Keberkatan dan Belas Kasihan. Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, sihat tubuh badan dan diberkati serta dirahmati Allah senantiasa.

Hugs and kisses 💕

The sun won’t shine if I am not with you. The days are long when you’re not close to me. I am hopeless and scared when I don’t feel your touch. You are the husband I will always love. Today darling, you deserve the best birthday ever! Love you to the moon and back.

Syafakallah Abang

 I miss the talks, the laughs and those sweet moments we spent together. Life may change but memory will always remain the same.

Syafakallah Abang. I love you so much 🖤

Syafakallah Abang

I wish you are here to give me a warm hug, kiss my forehead and tell me everything will be okay. I miss you.

Syafakallah Abang. I love you. Always 🖤

Syafakallah Abang

Your absence really takes my heart to the point in which I can’t explain why I always shed tears for not having you around me.

Every day my heart is filled with lots of love for you. I miss you so much that every seconds count about your absence.

Syafakallah Abe 🙏

Sanah Helwah Sayang

I am nothing short of delighted to have such a funny, sweet, and caring daughter. You enrich my life in too many ways to count, and I hope your birthday is just as special as you are.

When I first held you in my arms, I knew in that moment that I would love you forever. You are such a beloved part of our family, and I hope your birthday is filled with happiness and love💕

Buku Fixi Mendominasi

A great book should leave you with many experiences, and slightly exhausted at the end. You live several lives while reading.

Cik Honey Darjah 1

Sekolah Kebangsaan 

Sekolah KAFA

The greatest gift every mother can have is a daughter. Someone who sings with her, who helps in cleaning the house and someone, she can be with her most of the time.

Welcome 2019

There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind. The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

And now we welcome the new year. Full of things that have never been.

Happy Anniversary Encik Suami

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

Hidup yang telah kita jalani bersama,
Walaupun serba-serbinya sederhana,
Namun amatlah benar-benar terasa,
Cukup aman dan begitu bahagia.

Trimas atas kesabaran menahan lelah,
Melayan kerenah isteri yang entah apa-apa entah,
Musibah demi masalah yang ada ketikanya menjengah,
Melayari bahtera berkeluarga demikianlah sudah.

Gembira bersama di waktu suka,
Setia pula menemani di kalanya duka.
Pada saat sukar yang tak terjangkau di fikiran,
Tetap sahaja ada di sisi menenangkan segala kekacauan.

Untuk 19 tahun yang kita kecapi ini,
Dan tahun-tahun yang bakalnya mendatang nanti,
Harapannya begitulah buatmu Cik Abang,
Semakin hari cuma buat hati ini semakin sayang.

And I hope you always stay the same,
Because there's nothing about you I would change. No one else would understand our relationship, and no one else in this world would understand me the way you do.

Every love story is beautiful but ours is my favorite. Love your imperfections every angle. Happy anniversary my darling Hubby! Thank you for being there, especially when times get difficult. I love you and always will. Forever.

إِنْ شَاءَ ٱللَٰه

Semoganya kita kekal sampai ke Jannah,
Menyulam cinta yang terukirnya indah,
Bersama anak-anak yang telah dianugerah,
Oleh Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala sebagai hadiah.

امين يا رب الامين

You are the only one who has ever made me feel I'm enough.

I feel like everything in my life had led me to you. My choices, my heartbreaks and my regrets. Everything. And when we're together, my past seems worth it. Because if I had done one thing differently, I might never have met you🖤

Syafakallah Abang

I miss you. Not in some cheesy “Let’s hold hands and be together forever kind of way”. I just miss you, plain and simple. I miss your presence in my life. I miss you always being there for me. I miss you brother. So much.

Syafakallah Abang ❌⭕❌⭕

Syafakallah Abang

Setahun yang terpilu,

Detik waktu terus sahaja berlalu
Namun kau tetap begitu di situ
Berdiam diri keras membatu
Hanya mampu terbaring kaku.

Sejenis rindu yang terbuku
Aku pendam ia di sudut kalbu
Mengharapkan kau kembali bertamu
Sepertinya di suatu ketika masa dahulu.

Demi waktu yang kian berlalu
Aku setia sahaja duduk menunggu
Tanpa tahu apa itu ertinya jemu
Tanpa culas mendoakan dirimu selalu.

Semoganya nanti sayangku,

Kau kan datang membuka pintu
Membasuh duka segala sendu
Membalut pedih luka nan beribu
Menyulam cinta sehingga ke akhir hembusan nafasku.

Syafakallah Abang

Abe,

Ma dah sampai Malaysia malam tadi dari Jeddah. Wati bawa Ma datang berjumpa Abe harini sebelum balik ke Kuala Krau. Lain kali kami datang melawat Abe lagi deh? Ma cerita, Ma minta Ustaz buatkan Solat Hajat untuk Abe. Hari Khamis malam Jumaat yang lepas. Ada lebih kurang 1000 jemaah masa tu di surau hotel. Allahu! Ramainya yang mendoakan Abe. Semoga Allah memakbulkan doa² kami semua melihat Abe sembuh semula. Syafakallah Abe.


You have me. Until every last star in the galaxy dies. You have me.

Welcome Home Mom

Syukur Alhamdulillah, Ma telah selamat pulang dari Jeddah atas urusan menunaikan ibadah haji. Syukur, Ma dikurniakan tubuh badan yang sihat dan telah dipermudahkan segala urusan hajinya di Kota Mekah sana. Semoga dikurniakan Haji Mabrur buat Ma. Amin. InshaAllah.

Syafakallah Abang

Abe,
Agak-agak bila dah puas rehat, tidur baring macam ni,
Abe bangunlah deh?

Lama dah ni tak dengar suara Abe,
Tawa dan gelak Abe yang kuat menyakat orang tu dengan pelbagai usikan jenaka ciptaan Abe. Sungguh, ini rindu. Yang teramat sekali.

Agak-agak nak rasa adik Abe ni masak Gulai Tempoyak Ikan Patin, Ikan Tilapia Goreng garing-garing camtu, Sambal Tempoyak, French Toast ke, bangun ajelah deh? Anytime aje Makcik boleh masakkan untuk Abe. Jamu Abe makan sedap-sedap. Bawak Abe pergi jalan-jalan makan angin tidur hotel pulak ke? Jalan-jalan dekat pantai which is menjadi salah satu kegemaran Abe itu. Macam dulu-dulu. Kan? Why not? Come to me. Let me love you. Let's, kita cipta memori yang baru.

Kami setia menunggu. Semoga Abe sihat walafiat seperti waktu dahulu. Tak putus doa untukmu sebegitu. Selalu dan tanpa jemu. Sesungguhnya rasa rindu ini kian tumbuh menggebu. Kami nanti biar pun di dalam sendu. Semoganya nanti Allah berikan restu. Kita bertemu di penghujung rindu.

Syafakallah buah hati. I love you. Always.

Sanah Helwah Brother

Brother, don’t think too much about the past or where you are, because I believe you are destined to be great. On your birthday, I hope you reflect and understand that you are at a turning point in your life.

Sanah Helwah Brother. Syafakallah 🖤

Syafakallah Abang

I love you for all that you are, all that you have been, and all you're yet to be.

Inside and out, you're perfect to me. Syafakallah Abang. I love you. Yes you. Always and forever 🖤